mEL0dRamiC...

you feel

you listen

but there's no more rhyme

the groove moves

the melody swings

but there's no more rhyme

l0siNg a fReN...

I was shocked by the news. I heard from Ainon that Rafidah Ann passed away.

I recalled chatting with her several months back on Facebook. She was such a bubbly friend. None of us know dat she was suffering from breast cancer. She hid it well. She chosed not to let others know.

Later during the afternoon, i chatted with Emi and Yaya on FB. Emi knew bout Fida's condition bout a year ago. But been told that she refused to be contacted. According to Emi, even Fida's elder sister, K.Lilis refused to talk about Fida.

Yaya told me that she met Fida 3 mths ago. She loss quite alot of weight and her skin looked bloated. She claimed that it was due to some hormon treatment. She hid it well. Yaya told me that she, Nazelyn and Asma managed to pay their last respect to Fida before the funeral. She looked so calm. K.Lilis said that she was strong person, facing and battling the cancer. She was still trying to make jokes at her condition. She refused to let people treated her like she's dying.

I will always remember Fida as my bubbly, friendly frien, my class monitor when i was form 4 and form 5, the person i saw everyday when i turn around as she sat just behind my seat in the class. She was still the same funny person i used to know when i chatted with her...

Al-Fatihah..