Bitter Sweet..

I cannot see you like this All worried and depressed Your face darkened And your eyes so sad Heartbroken. I want you to smile and grin All the time And I want you to dance I want you to sing Or just hum Some happy song. But I don't want you to do so Because I tell you to. I want you to do so Because you want to. Because you are happy. Comfortable. Cheerful. Confident. Joyful. Happy. Sunshiny. And I want you to see: Tommorow's gonna be better. ~ a poem gave by one of my BFF's

Fly aWay..

i wish i cud fly to the stars

I heard the wind blows...

I saw the storm is coming...

I feel the rain showers...

I didnt run for shelter

cud i fly?...

L00kInG ThrU...

-where are the rainbows,..

the rain has stopped...

I thot the sun started to shine..

-where are the rainbows..

-where are the stars...

the moon is glooming

i thot d clouds are clear

-where are the stars...

i wAs T0LD....

at 5 i was told,.. be good kakak,.. your sisters follows you...

I watched my steps...

at 7 i was told,.. good job kakak... your sisters looked up to you

i watched my steps...

at 9, i was told,.. you make us proud kakak... your sisters wanna excel too..

i watched my steps...

at 12, i was told to understand a grieve

i watched my steps.. but i cudnt see the path

it was so bumpy....

it started there...